Friday, August 19, 2011

Really? I wanted to hang out with him

It is almost too easy these days to find out "the rest of the story". One morning while reading online I had the deep past come back to me along with some present realities. The first news had me dumbfounded, there staring at a post on Facebook, I learned that a college friend had been dead for 14 years. I didn't know of the person's passing until this post which just happened to name check him. This was a guy I knew as Jet Screamer, though his real name was Christopher Fullerton. I had assumed for years that Jet was thriving someplace, but doing what I didn’t know. Actually, I'll admit I hadn’t thought about Chris ,aka Jet, in years until this Facebook post. Jet I found out had tragically died in 1997 in a car accident someplace in Alabama. It was a day later when I made another discovery this time via my own curiosity and a Google search. After a longtime hunt for a photographer friend of mine who I knew when I was a child and young adult, Jerome Drown, had died fairly recently. Jerry, as I knew him, certainly was not a kid when I knew him best, in the mid-1970s he was in his sixties and so it now being 2011 I assumed Jerry was no longer among us, but actually he died just two years ago in 2009. Jerry Drown was someone I had repeatedly planned to contact, but now he like Chris  he was gone. Both Chris and Jerry had left our earthly presence and now I found myself now asking “what if”. If only I had called or simply kept up with these two persons, because I really had planned to do just that. Forced to live in the "now" of the situation there is just simple gratitude for having known these two men even if it was for a short period in my life. What follows are my descriptions of these individuals that I cherish as part of my own life story.


Jet Screamer


Chris Fullerton during his college days I suppose gave himself the nickname Jet Screamer based on a pop star character in the cartoon series “the Jetsons”. I had known Jet at Virginia Commonwealth University. In the eighties with this “Jet” nickname fully intact I didn’t know his real name was Chris. We were both undergrads and spent our time together at WVCW  the campus AM carrier current radio station. I was the Music Director and Jet was the Rockabilly DJ. Beyond Chris being on the air once a week, he would come by to listen to records and that’s where I got to know him. As I recall Chris sported a Rockabilly hipster and semi- gas station attendant look; I couldn't place him in my mind 22 years later as job holding adult. It’s a convoluted  story how Jet came back to me, but NBC Nightly News had shown a story showcasing a man who provides grave markers for former Negro League baseball players and this particular story had reminded my Facebook friend of Jet and she posted the article. Apparently Jet/Chris had done his master thesis in Southern Studies at Ole Miss on the Negro League team the Birmingham Black Barons. Jenny’s post mentioned a hardcover book version of Chris Fullerton’s thesis called “On Any Given Sunday” published by Chris' family after his death in 1997. At the time of Chris' passing he was executive director of the Friends of Rickwood Field in Birmingham, AL. Built in 1910, Rickwood Field is oldest surviving baseball park in the United States; quiet the historic place. I learned through an e-mail from Jenny that there is plague in memory of Chris at Rickwood Field (see image above). Finding out about Chris’s life and interest after college I realized that separately our passions became more aligned. My interest in baseball grew two years after I finished at VCU, mostly with the Atlanta Braves’ winning ways. I think now Jet and I would have had much to discuss beyond what was our usual music conversations in college. Actually I don’t think I would recognize the person on that Rickwood Field brass plague at as the guy I once knew as “Jet Screamer”, but it is indeed a fitting monument to the man. I told someone I hope to catch a heavenly ballgame with Jet someday, but still with this late news there is a melancholy feeling in me.


Jerry Drown


Jerry Drown and his wife Louise I knew when I was in my childhood years in Atlanta. Behind a row of houses across the street from our house was a large old growth forest hemmed in by 1950s ranch style homes. Much of this urban forest was owned by the Drowns. They had saved this forested property from development sometime in the sixties by the purchase of twelve acres as an addition to their property where  their house stood. Their house was a testament to a modern home ahead of its time, it was set back in the woods with redwood panel sides, skylights, stainless steel appliances and an interior spiral staircase. Outside was just as interesting as the inside with gardens of wildflowers, log stumps as steps, and a man-made mountain stream flowing down a hillside. Apparently over time the neighborhood kids, along with a few adults, maintained a suspicion of the Drowns with their wooded lot and lack of a conventional lawn and a very “different" architecture from the rest of the area; it simply wasn't a brick ranch style home. Conventional wisdom was the Drowns didn’t want to know others or be near anyone else since obviously they had retreated into the woods.


Maybe it was their desire to connect with someone from the neighborhood, especially a young person like myself, which opened the door to my friendship with them. I don’t recall my first meeting them, but when I met them Jerry Drown he was a high end commercial photographer with clients such as Coca-Cola, Southern Living Magazine, and the High Museum of Art. It seems odd looking back now, but at age ten I would go by their house and hang out for hours. I would talk to them about every subject imaginable and they would willingly have me there. I was around as Jerry shot photographs for Southern Living cookbooks and various other commercial food photo spreads; this is where I learned that during photo shoots food is sprayed with an inedible gloss to make the food look more "edible" - fun stuff.

The Drown's house I recall as full of nature photography, modern Scandinavian furniture and museum quality wooden bowls. Intrigued with the Drown's interests and lifestyle, I along with other kids in the neighborhood built a small park on their property with a garden of ferns and rock lined paths. We named the park Water Fall Park and it was to honor the Drowns, as the wood burned sign said, " for their love of nature"; it was perhaps an odd project for ten year old boy to work on, but a great memory nevertheless. My family moved from the neighborhood when I was in the ninth grade. I would return to the neighborhood occasionally to visit with the Drowns and as I grew older and into my college years Jerry often counseled me on my educational and career plans in Commercial Art. I loved my connection to the Drowns, but still I lost touch with them while I was in college.

 After I moved away from Atlanta in the early eighties Jerry and Helen sold their piece of the urban forest to developers. These days large townhouses stand where the forest once was, but the Drown's former home remains on a patch of what's left of the woods. Strange but true, Jerry and Louise were oddly shocked that people opposed the sale of their property which years before they themselves had fought to preserve. Leaving Atlanta behind they moved to a cabin near Gatlinburg,TN to live their remaining years . Early in my career as an AV tech returning to Atlanta I ended up working across the street from where Jerry Drown’s studio once was. Over time there were many life comparisons that I wished I could have discussed with Jerry and Louise, but with life at hand I never attempted keeping in touch nor making a visit to Gatlinburg. My assumption was that Jerry was long gone, but I kept meeting Atlanta photographers who had worked with Jerry and one told me he was still alive; "Old Man Drown" he called him. One day my happenstance Google search found me too late for reconnection and communication as Jerry Drown had died in March of 2009 at age 94. Next year I hope to visit the Arrowmont School of Arts and Crafts in Gatlinburg and walk through the Jerome Drown Gallery which features his extensive collection of wood objects. It's too late to talk to Jerry, but I remain happy for having known the man.

Update:  This blog posting this has brought contact with the family of Jerry Drown. It seems I had Jerry's second wife's name wrong, it was Louise (Lou) not Helen as originally posted, Helen was his third wife. Answers to questions and unexpected pieces of Jerry's story where reveled through my contact. The internet is a strange world indeed.

Monday, August 08, 2011

Pretty much my thoughts exactly - " We Downgraded Ourselves"

Most of the time I don’t put opinion pieces up on Facebook. I keep saying you can't get a decent point across on Facebook so my viewpoints about current news events often end up on my blog.I don’t have all answers and I often have more questions than opinions. I try to live knowing that institutions are inherently broken and oddly I have to live in peace with that notion while having a bit of commonsense about when to speak up; talk to me if that doesn’t make sense.


 At this moment I think CNN and Time magazine's contributor Fareed Zakaria in his piece, "We've Downgraded Ourselves", is very correct in his assessment of the economic situation concerning US debt, our elected officials wrangling over the matter, and the resulting credit downgrade by S&P. You can read or view the video at this link below.  I think he justifiably puts the blame to our crisis not in just one camp.  

http://globalpublicsquare.blogs.cnn.com/2011/08/07/fareeds-take-weve-downgraded-ourselves/?hpt=hp_bn2



Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Walking in the woods: Life in the spirit as it as.

I am going to get religion or come to any new enlightenment in the middle of caring for two toddlers? With kids in the home own your time isn’t so much about you "want" as much as it is “what do I have to do“. I know I can be proven wrong, but it seems in this moment of time in my life institutions of the soul are not easily navigable with children in tow. Often it seems that churches along with art museums, conventions, concerts, theaters, and seminars are set up to convene during our children’s naptimes, feedings, misbehavior, and bedtimes. Books of enlightenment are hard to take in when you’re so very tired from taking care of little ones and even films and videos aren't really an option. With the whirling dervish of responsibility going on in a house with toddlers, entertaining the self or exploring the soul seems first impossible and then a bad use of time or it is really something selfish to do. So how have I at least stirred my soul in an enlightened direction lately?

In-between the moments of diapering, feeding, and chasing around our first born, I found was still thinking and debating in my head about world events, friend’s opinions, and matters of God and spirituality. In this time period I had a realization that my Christian faith was often more centered in moral and cultural debates rather than on a life in the spirit. At a time when church for me often meant standing in outside the sanctuary with a crying or hyper child, there wasn’t much intake of message or solace in prayer time. Using technology as a bridge to spirituality is certainly far from the end all of getting the spirit, but thankfully I entered into this period of yearning for spirituality, and my introduction into parenthood, during the continuing revolution of the Internet with its ever expanding content. During my mile and half walk to my office each morning my iPod has always been a companion. Giving online podcast and books a chance has opened some doors in some unexpected ways. While it isn’t about being  in the community or isn't for me a replacement of the Catholic celebration of the Eucharist, I found the daily readings for morning mass are online via a Podcast. These are the same exact readings of daily mass. My understanding is that a person could actually hear the entire bible, Old and New Testament, in three years with seven days of readings at mass each week. A total the consumption of the bible is not my goal, however it is meditative to walk with verses for a while. My daily church is the canopy of a forest as I walk through a large wooded property of Emory University’s Lullwater Park (see the photo above). The walk is thirty minutes and the daily readings are about two minutes.

The daily readings I admit are not a regular occurrence as I would like; I do have to remember to replenish the iPod with these readings. I have ventured in recent times into the podcast of homilies, church workshops, and complete books. Franciscan Priest Richard Rohr is most often my homilist on my walks. As a Catholic I have, for reasons almost unknown to me, drifted towards writings of either Franciscans or Trappist monks. Since I was a teen I have been intrigued a contemplative lifestyle, though I actually knew nothing of it. Whenever I read works by Thomas Merton I found his perspective on my Catholic faith compelling and new. I recall talks by Fr. Tom Francis while on a retreat at the Monastery of the Holy Spirit in Conyers, GA  ten years ago about Centering Prayer, but this form of prayer and  its way of thought seemed like a distant proposal for life. Through Podcast with Richard Rohr, Thomas Keating, Dr. Jerry Webber, Rob Bell and David Stiendle-Rast, I have at the very least stirred a good desire to explore the contemplative side of Christianity. Christian writers are not the only people I am listening to and reading these days, often I find similar message across a wide philosophical and religious spectrum, for example I have found great wisdom in Jon Kabat Zinn’s Zen viewpoints on parenting. Through many mature sources I am slowly being taught to have an active awareness of being present through spirit in all moments without opinions, anger, darkness, and worries blocking the gifts of the those moments; all this helps when you have toddlers living in your here and now. To go back to the original question about enlightenment with toddlers in the home,  I find they are great teachers and masters of enlightenment to me. They pose the questions and put challenges before me that I never expected. My future with my children is untested and with unexpected insights whether I like or not.

I haven’t ever written about faith before on my blog. Faith writings can sound kooky especially when you are not used to me, Steve Witte, speaking on these things. Oddly there is controversy amongst many people about the works of those I have named in this post. I can assure you that this is about me not knowing more than knowing. I have discovered that during my listening to spiritually ordinated podcast and in my readings I often feel bombarded with astonishment and revelation to the point I can’t order it into anything cohesive enough to speak about. I certainly can’t hold apologetic sessions on or about my thoughts and life nor should I. I wanted to bring spiritually to this to the blog  because these explorations is where I reside right now during my busy and always changing life.

Thursday, February 03, 2011

Soft Facebook and hard news

There is a contrast in my media viewing of the last 15 hours which I am struck by. Last night around 11:00 PM after viewing on television people being viciously beat up and hearing the amplified rounds of gunfire in the early morning streets of Cairo, Egypt, I turned off the set and checked in with Facebook to find sunshine and humor joyously running rampant on all subjects but revolution. This is more of an observation than a condemnation and I can’t declare with ease that anyone is oblivious to major world events. I am just chewing on this from a lone perspective while knowing that Facebook is not the best medium for decent critical thinking or news analysis with its short statements and pokes. It appears life could be crumbling into chaos on television and various internet news sources, but still babies have birthdays, You Tube has real life slapstick, and posted statuses must go on with cryptic meanings. I am not sure that I am actually campaigning for Facebook postings of angst, doom, or sympathy for the human condition. In defense of Facebook as a whole, word is that the protests in Egypt were partly arranged via Facebook and there is real power in social media. Perhaps the public side of my Facebook pals by choice remains privately concerned about certain world events and believes that sunshine and slapstick should prevail as relief to broadcasted chaos, but still what a contrast I see now electronically delivered into my world, at least at this moment.